Throughout my life, I have found stories in just about everything. I don’t think I have been exceptional in finding fascinating experiences; rather, I've been both fortunate and unfortunate to have experienced the full spectrum of life. These experiences, both joyous and heartbreaking, have become the wellspring for my storytelling in my writing.
Writing has always been my outlet for these moments. I believe it has something to do with my insatiable curiosity and relentless creativity. From the very beginning, I have always had to know how something works, then break it down and figure out how to make it work again. This process has not been limited to objects or ideas—it extends to relationships as well. Oh, that sounds heartbreaking, doesn’t it? Perhaps it is, but it’s also a testament to growth and learning.
I don’t believe in confining my writing to a particular structure. Life itself is already teeming with imposed structures and constraints. If I can convey my thoughts and emotions to others in a way that they understand, then I consider that a success. My aim is to transform the raw feelings and sensations into a narrative that resonates with others, even if it breaks conventional molds.
In my approach to expression, I embrace the chaos and fluidity of life. For instance, I once took apart an old clock to understand its mechanism, only to reassemble it with a few tweaks that made it uniquely mine. Similarly, I approach stories by deconstructing traditional narratives and reassembling them with new perspectives and insights.
This philosophy has led me to reflect on relationships. Much like the clock, relationships can break and require effort to repair. They evolve through cycles of breaking and mending, each time emerging with a new rhythm. This cyclical process of deconstruction and reconstruction mirrors my approach to writing and life.
I believe that each story I tell should be an authentic reflection of my experiences and emotions, free from the constraints of rigid structure. This doesn’t mean rejecting all forms of order, but rather finding a balance that allows for genuine expression. For me, writing is not just about following rules; it's about finding a voice that captures the essence of my thoughts and emotions.
By eschewing traditional structures, I strive to create stories that are as unpredictable and multifaceted as life itself. Each narrative is a journey, not just for the reader, but for me as well. It's an exploration of the uncharted territories of my mind and heart, a journey that is both challenging and rewarding.
Ultimately, my goal is to share stories that resonate on a deeply personal level while also connecting with broader human experiences. I hope that through my writing, others might find reflections of their own lives and perhaps even see their world in a new light.
In the end, writing is not just an outlet for me—it's a way to understand and connect with the world. It’s my attempt to capture the fleeting moments of life, to break them down and reassemble them into something that speaks to the heart. And in doing so, I hope to share a piece of my journey with others.